Sairehn

I can't take anymore. Please just leave. Its what you're good at anyway. Teach me to forget. Teach me to forget you like you've forgotten me. The memories keep killing inside. Slowly. Very slowly. Erase my mind. Erase my heart. I don't want you there anymore. You've taken cyanide and poured it in my veins. You were everything. Erase my mind. Before I melt away. Erase my heart. Make me forget you. Please don't let me perish with the pain in my heart anymore. The poison you placed there. I can't carry on with it any longer. If you can't give me a cure. Make me forget. Go back in time. Before we met. I'm haunted. Can't you see? I know you want n

You don't know what its like to be me. To feel love and heart break everyday. To share deep feelings with someone and have them leave you there to bleed. To be played by someone you really cared for. To have to carry these pains everyday ten times worse. But i know. I loved him and he ripped my heart. I cared so much and he led me on. We shared deep feelings and he strung me along. I meant nothing to him. I try again. I'm broken. Try again. Broken once more. Everyday i strive to move on. To mean somethin to any guy. Still. I mean nothing. I liked him. We flirted. He found another girl. I liked him. W

Nevermore am I giving in to the facade of love. Nevermore a victim to my crimson disease that flows forever between every lover. Nevermore will I be cupids easiest fucking target. you know why? I have loved only one with my whole heart and soul... with my every breath... only to have that loved one slash my heart, tear at my soul, and smother the last breath. On this I quoth Poe's raven... "Nevermore..."